My life has been very chaotic as usual this year. I have had major computer problems and haven’t been able to write as much as I would like. I also would like to read more of all of your articles too. I hope that my computer is going to behave itself now. I have had it into the computer hospital twice. I am not that computer knowledgeable and it has driven me crazy!
I am now on a laptop at work and I have lost two articles for some odd reason and have started them alll over again. My client is sleeping so I am writing. Thank you all for all of your support and love. Thanks for reading my articles. I hope to write and read more in the future. It is overwhelming. There are so many writers and so little time. How do you choose between writing and reading?
My mother died August 26th of this year. Those who know me know that the relationship was really bad. It is easier to lose someone that you have had a good relationship with, if they have had a good long life than it is to lose someone that was very toxic and abusive. It has been good for me because she cannot hurt me anymore at least with all of her hate and negative energy. She has had a very toxic effect on my children and many family members. She has lied about me and has made herself out to be a victim instead of a perpetrator.
I have also had some hurtful comments on some of my articles about forgiveness and letting go and forgetting the past. I have forgiven to the best of my ability. Some sins are so unacceptable that only God can take care of them. Don’t judge someone until you have walked a mile in their shoes. If you have not had their experiences, you cannot begin to imagine how that person feels or what they are going through.
I haven’t written about my mother’s death yet because I just haven’t been able to deal with all of it yet because of the hateful negative things that have come up with it. In time I will. I feel like a thousand pound weight has been dropped off of my shoulders though with her death. Sad but it is true. She was an extremely toxic, abusive and hateful person.
I will write more about all of it later. I turn her over to God and I will continue to live my life with healthy loving family and friends. I include you all in my list of friends. I will be writing more later about my son who is getting out of prison soon and how we are dealing with that. God bless you all.