My phone rang as his message came through. I really did not want to talk and just putting my phone down. I wanted to curl up in a ball and go to sleep. A broken heart was setting in as I snuggled against the Buddha that was resting upon my pillow. My tears fell touching his golden metal cheeks as I said a silent prayer.
“I just want real love.” I whispered.
The Buddha heard me.
I picked up my phone and decided that I would answer the song that was annoying me. An old friend had asked me how I was and I let me heart out.
He said he has been waiting for me for three years and something begin to develop between us. As I continued to lay beside my Buddha letting the rest of my tears fall. I read the next message.
“You keep choosing the wrong kind of guy. You need to give an honest man a chance.”
Then he reminded me of a promise I had made to him 3 years ago.
I had promised to give him a chance if anything happened to the relationship I was in at that time. I forgot and then I moved on to marry a man in the Philippines.
Somehow, through having my email deleted, and life changing This Nepalese found me again and remained true to waiting for me.
I have heard many people say there is no such thing as love, and I have heard many say do not trust. Even I have said that love does not exist only to find that real love is truly a gift and it can be found.
A wise monk told me I needed to open my eyes and let love come into my arms. I remembered these words and I embraced him with my very broken heart. I know love is hard to give when your heart is broken, but somehow even a small piece of a heart can manage to love if we as a human being allow our heart to give more love.
Somehow a true love can repairs the rest of the heart and we mend. That is not to say that scars are not left behind because scars are forever, and there is no cosmetic surgery for the heart.
So this is a new adventure that I am deciding to take, and enjoy. Perhaps, as the journalist that I strive to be; I will be able to write about the successes of our new found relationship. Through this I hope to inspire you as a couple to get along better and work things out. My focus from now on will be within relationships so that I will be able to learn more, in order to have a healthy relationship with this love I have decided to fall for.
Everyone deserves a chance. Your treasure may be buried in front of you to, so open your eyes.