I want to give you a gift
I want to give you some time to figure
Out what you want and who you want
I care enough about you to want you to have peace
I want you to find the kind of relationship that I want
Where someone really loves me for who I am
Where someone wants and needs to hear my voice the first when they awake in the morning
Where someone wants and needs to hear my voice the last before they close their eyes
Where the routine of calling me is a necessity like that of breathing, washing your face or brushing your teeth.
Where the sound of my voice and the words from my mouth help to make your day and mine
I want to feel that I am special, beautiful, desirable, soft, sensual and hell’o’sexy.
I want to feel that you are proud to be my man and that you are proud and happy to have me as your only woman
I want to tell you all my secrets, my fears, my dreams and my weaknesses without fear of judging or damming or loosing your love or respect
I want to listen to you and hold you up and encourage you to reach your dreams
And I want to help you and take care of you
Cook for you, wash your clothes, cuddle with you, play tootsie with you, laugh and cry with you
And nurse you when you are sick
I simply want to love and be loved.
So I give you a gift of letting you go to be free to find what you did not find with me
I simply want for you what I want for me.
How could such physical fire not also ignite the heart and soul?
Oh what ecstasy that might have been, sweet love and mind blowing… .you know
When you care enough, if you are not loved or appreciated enough
You just let go……………….
Not because you want to
But because you need to, so that are you free to receive all of the above when it really knocks at your door.
I deserve all of the above and so do my heart, my soul, and my body
Let’s say goodbye, guilt free and with no regret
Let’s walk away together but apart so we each can find L O V E.