One day after a severed
relationship I feel fine.
The end was just a beginning for me.
I spent my youth with an o.k. man
but he was not for me as a mate.
Maybe I allowed the dying friendship to
continue because I knew no other
way to handle any relationship.
I do have a close relationship with
my children, blood kin.
I also imagined I just wasn’t ready
to move forward until I realized
I deserved more.
I am the agent of my life stirred by
God’s graces according to my
beliefs and I want an abundant life
as long as I live.
I have had experiences in my youth
have seen many facets of life and
only want to continue searching
and exploring more.
My days are valuable to me because
I thirst for peace, knowledge
and success in my endeavors with
others but sometimes struggle
with the hush-hush demon;
I don’t have leprosy yet or do I?
I am distanced by no real enemies,
just having acquaintances that cross my
path from time to time.
I reach out often to others and not too
many people reach out to me.
I need to change this vacuum.