Therapy in a Pen.
How can I explain this?
The pen became my friend.
The savior of my life.
Helping me, through my hard times,
Bringing order to my life.
Freeing my mind from so much abuse, which was petrified.
I use to shout, God, I wish I could just die.
Take my life, I no longer want a part of this ride.
If you don’t listen, me and you are done. Yeah, that’s wright.
Where are you? Why do you hide?
Leaving me here to deal with this messed up life.
I am in so much pain, I can not even cry.
My heart broken from an unfaithful wife.
Friends stabbing me in the back with a traitorous knife.
Did not no How,? When? or Why?
Just out of the blue one Saturday night.
I got word on who was the guy.
When I heard the name, it was like an explosion,
I started seeing spots of red lights.
My brain snapped, and I think for a while I lost my mind.
Since that night in my head, I am no longer wright.
I lost it, because with the whole world, I wanted to fight.
What a hell of a night.
It was a life changing experience. Oh my.
My God, can some one just please tell me why.
It always seems so gloomy on me, like the sun never shines.
Always in the dark and never in the light.
Why I’m always wrong and never wright?
Like a drifter, walking a lonely road in the still of the night.
Dam! wasn’t I meant to have a good life.
Will I ever again be happy and feel alive.
For a long while, life was just unbearable, it was out of sight.
It was a long journey, it was a bumpy ride.
But hey ,I was strong, because some how, I survived.
A phoenix emerge not from the ashes, but from the sky.
And it handed me a pen and said ”here with this you must write.
You and this pen must re-unite
Share what you been through share your life.
Its a gift you were given, its your God given wright.
Then people will start seeing the good you have inside.
But know this, not every one is going to be on your side.
Not every one with you is going to be satisfied.
But you must keep going on ,you must ignite.
The burning passion you carry inside.
Because soon people are going to follow you into the day light.
Also your mind will open up and reach great new heights.
You will be making a difference, you will be touching people’s life’s.
You will be reaching new levels and your mind will get wright.
Listen to me for i am only a carrier.
The pen is now your savior
You belong together, for you are no strangers..
So listen and do yourself a favor.
Give praise to the almighty for he is your creator”.
Thank you god for watching over me.
I was lost and didn’t know at times, who I be.
My life, it fell off-track and it was kinda crazy.
Dealing with an unfaithful wife, while friends were playing me.
But all that is now in the past.
Much love for your help, on putting me back on track.
I will move forward and never look back.
For I am content and that’s a fact.
And thank you so much for this talent.
This awesome gift you have bestowed upon me.
Praise sweet savior Spanishpnut is now what he sings.
Thank you, for being my savior and my friend.
I will carry this experience with me till the very end.
I really can’t thank you enough for the therapy in a pen.
1:01 AM 9/10/2010
Therapy in a Pen.